I Dont Understand.

Why my mom forces me to do things that she knows i dont want to do. She doesnt even care what i have to say or what i want to do.

My Brother.

pisses me off so much sometimes.

Living A Different Life.

In California i feel like i dont belong, like i am an outsider. That California people are so much different than Arizona people when really we are all the same. we just live in different states. Tonight made me realize how drastic a move would be and it makes me so sad to know what living a different life would be like. Being at Trabuco hills high school was not even close to Desert Vista. I was stuck in place i didnt belong, and there was no way out.

A place in this world by taylor swift

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out

Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking

Trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only one

Who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I knowI'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place inThis world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans

And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve

Feelin' lucky today, got the sunshine

Could you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah

But that's okI

'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place inThis world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission

But I'm ready to flyI'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

Oh I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

Oh I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in

This world

I'm just a girl

Oh I'm just a girl

Oh I'm just a girl

okay what?

i just had like a mini, informal family reunion. Family is the biggest part of my life and i wouldnt trade them for the world.

happy thanksgiving!

Today i was overwhelmed with happiness. I have so much in life to be thankful for and i never really realized how fortunate i am. i finally feel like everything is falling back into place. You never realize how much you miss someone until you go months without seeing them.