Here i am

In California. Good news my family thinks i am super funny, which is so good on my half mainly because it obviously proves that i can be funny. Although i am freakin weird its good to know people still love me. I got to open a present today from my oldest brother. I think fate came into play because we randomly reached in a bag and i pulled out a purse that matches my personality in every single way.
Spill Canvas captures their words so good i put, "the tide" on repeat nearly the whole trip here. The most wonderful day on earth is tomorrow and i am so excited. Me and my cousin are making a cake that says, 'happy birthday Jesus' ah the beauty of having family that is awesome. In other news i am an embarrasment to life right now. I have scratches all up the side of my face, scratches on my legs, and i havent worn make up since the last day of school(or straightened my hair)Hooray for long hair again.

"I'm not a princess..this aint a fairytale"

Today i listened to the whole Taylor Swift cd twice. I actually thought about the lyrics and took time to comprehend them. It has been the greatest ever. Its good to cry.

christmas

Is in 5 days and i am so excited.

On different note..One of my best friends is moving into my 3rd period and i am finally free in 6th period:)

love.

I have found a new love in life. His name is Edward Cullen<3

AHHH.

I am stressed out. I suck at school and i have so many tests this week and finals next week. ahhhhh.

like really?

What did i do to you? honestly your little group of friends has no reason to be mean to me. and your definantly not the boss of me, and i can do what ever i want whenever i want. Although you may be older than me, i am defiantly smarter. In case your forgetting who failed a class and has to re take it? Yeah thats you not me. Your really immature and need to grow up. You say i am immature you dont even know the first thing about being mature. You may think you intimidate me but newsflash you dont! But you know thanks for the effort its MUCH appreciated.

i hope your happy.

White horse by: taylor swift

Say your sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to.
As I pace back and forth
All this time cause
I honestly believed in you.
Holdin' on The days drag on
Stupid girl I should have known, I should have known.
That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,Lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now it's to late for you and your white horse to come around.
Maybe I was naÎve, got lost in your eyes,and never really had a chance.
my mistake, I didn't know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings, well now I know...
That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around.
And there you are on your knees.
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me.
Just like I always wanted but, I'm so sorry.
Cause I'm not your princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm gonna find someone some day, who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world.
That was a small town, there in my rearview mirror disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your white horse...Its too late for you and your white horse to
catch me now.Oh, Oh,Oh,Try and catch me now ohh
Its too late
To catch me now

hey you-

i wrote you a letter today expressing everything i wanted to say to you. Too bad you'll never read it.

i love.

new friends:)

starting now.

i am exing all the bad out of my life. Lately i have been feeling sad and lonely but now i am starting to realize that life is to short to focus on all the bad, and its time to focus on the goood. like all my beautiful friends and how happy they make me:)

clean.

Okay me and my mom got in a huge fight last night. She gets mad at me for every little thing. Everyone always asks why my house is so clean all the time, its because my mom flips a bitch everytime something isnt clean. Of course last night my brother was up watching tv and i was in bed listening to music and she got mad at me because the dishes werent clean. My parents favor my brother way to much, and i am sick of it.

Sweet 16!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMI SAUNDERS:)
i love you!

Why?

am i so embarrassing?

Move.

I dont get it. i really dont. Why is my mom doing this to me? especially now. I just got used to high school and now she wants me to just start my life over. I wish someone could understand how hard it would be. I am not for certain of anything yet, but i know telling your best friends mother might make things a tad bit more official than it already was.